Welcome to this space
If you found your way here, there is a good chance you have questions that do not fit neatly into the usual church answers. Maybe you grew up around deep faith but never felt it land in your body the way it seemed to for everyone else. Maybe you are carrying grief, confusion, curiosity, or the ache of wanting God without knowing what to do with religion anymore.
That is the heart behind Still Looking Up. This is a place for honest reflection, scripture study, spiritual wrestling, and gentle companionship for people who are still seeking. Not because we have everything figured out, but because some questions are worth staying with.
I grew up around deep faith and still spent years wondering why it never came naturally to me.
What you will find here
- Thoughtful posts on faith, scripture, and the seeking journey
- Honest conversations about religious trauma and complicated church history
- Gentle encouragement for people who want to keep looking without pretending certainty
- A voice that makes room for doubt, hope, memory, and healing to exist together
I want this blog to feel like a deep breath. A place where you can sit down, loosen your shoulders, and admit what is true. You do not have to arrive polished. You do not have to say the right thing. You do not have to force a testimony you do not have.
If you have ever felt too skeptical for church spaces and too spiritual to walk away completely, you are not alone. If you are opening your Bible with more questions than answers, you are not behind. If you are trying to find God again in a quieter, truer way, there is room for you here.
An invitation
This blog is not about having perfect faith. It is about staying open. It is about telling the truth. It is about making space for the people who still want God, even if they are no longer sure what to do with everything they were taught.
So if that sounds like you, welcome. Pull up a chair. We are going to ask hard questions here, read closely, listen carefully, and keep looking up.